...I am able to have drastic dazzling dance motions "in the living without dying" in such a suffering condition, all because there has been a life struggle as painful as writhing, wailing, vomiting myself for 28 years in God's amazing grace.

 

Jindalae flower 
 

Dance with me!

1. Name: Yeom  Sangmyeong

Nickname: Wailing Free Man

Age: 45

Figure: 179cm, 60kg

Profession: Minister /Author /Publisher

Physical Features: Seriously-ill Diabetic Patient with Insulin Shot for 28 Years 16 of <I'd Still Like To Live> by Yeom Sangmyeong

2. After looking at the writings and dance motions on my homepage,

I wish you could have second thoughts about--say, 'superstition and prejudice'--fixed ideas which one has believed as common sense in diabetes/geriatric disease/handicapped person/education/diet/dance/religion/theology/sermon/...

3. There are countless 'diabetes struggles' suffering in not only in Korea but also all over the world.

Although there are a lesser symptom and trivial complications in its first stage of diabetes, it is yet a frightful disease that grows into horrid complications in the passing of 10 years, 20 years, 30 years.

4. The biggest characteristic of diabetes is its progressive form(~ing).

The body with insulin shot for 10 years is one, and the body with insulin shot for 15 years is another, and the body with insulin shot for 20 years is still another. Over the 20th year, the body feels different each and every year. (In my case,) I am surviving in the feeling that my body has changed even in only a few months.

5. As long as one has been ill with diabetes, his/her joints and muscles goes worse.

With only walking, one cannot have all his/her body's joints relieved. Not only walking but also most exercises has their limitations in relieving the joints, muscles, blood vessels and nerves all over the body. (So are other 'progressive chronic diseases' called 'adult disease.')

6. Symptoms of patients suffering from diabetes are different from person to person.

The patient, who has difficulty even in walking, has to regulate time even in his/her walking. If the patient is the same as normal equal-age persons in all his/her physical function (due to new-developed diabetes), this patient is allowed to do exercise in the similar intensity to the normal persons.

7. I would like to suggest dancing--impromptu dance--to early-stage patients who fails to fulfill enough exercise quantity of the body with only walking.

In my experience, almost nothing is more helpful in joints, muscles, blood vessels and nerves, than taking a bath in hot water and dancing an impromptu dance.

8. In the interest of remaining lives and health regardless of social common sense, fixed ideas and secular thoughts, I would like to recommend impromptu dance to the patients of diabetes/arthritis/rheumatism, to the patients who have retrogressively-eroded bodies due to 'progressive chronic diseases' as time goes by--especially who have beginning-stage stiffness in their joints and muscles, and to the physically handicapped persons who have to live with serious handicappedness.

9. My favorite dances that I am fond of are mostly the line of soul(R&B).

Even though there is much influence of soul in my entire dance motions, I don't exclusively stick to soul. In my dancing, I just make out my own dance motions by interpreting and simulating the characteristics of various dances in my own way.

One characteristic of soul(R&B) line dance motions is, they prefer connective motions through soft and daring body expression rather than folding every joint of the body. Because of this characteristic of soul dancing, one can have his body shape slim and his joints flexible if he/she keeps on dancing soul for a long period.

Speaking one more word about dance motions, my thinking is 'Dance doesn't unconditionally make the body shape slim and slender' Remember you will see there are exceptionally many soul dance motions, if you watch fancy-body black women dancers dancing in their 'music videos.'

9. "You can expand your wings of life as much as you could," according to your interpretation of diabetes no matter how seriously ill diabetic patient you are. This hope is what I would like to show through my whole body as a diabetic patient and as a minister in a church myself.

10. The above has been a special lecture about dancing by the minister Yeom Sangmyeong, who is a wailing free man and 'best dancer.'

Dance with me!

****Even though I too have greeting tomorrow itself approaching to me as dream and hope--the tomorrow could more likely mean no hopeful tomorrow--I am not even prepared enough to greet the hope.

What is important to me now is that "I am living" with this body in my conditions of life, confronting the world with the whole body, wailing, rolling, and even kicking and struggling in my adjusting the lights of the world with these eyes of mine.

Furthermore, there is still this assignment for me, that no matter how wicked and whimsical the present life is, "Life should go on into the future" ****

Lord, come by my Life !!!

               your

                us

 

P.216 of <I'd Still Like To Live> by Yeom Sangmyeong


Stop 
 

Ave Maria 
 

It's my iife 

 


I who l have nothing 
 

Still got the blues 

 


House of the Rising Sun 

 


Harlem Desire 

 


Alley 

 


Sweet dream 

 


Now 

 


Another brick in the wall(-part2) 

 


Everybody! 
(It's You !)